You know those movies that every teenage girl  has  their father to turn to when something bad happens? Or that awkward moment that you father asks to talk to you about boys and how you are only supposed to date when your twenty-five and even so  only with hisapproval? Yeah I’ve never had that.

There’s always someone in your family who you identify the most to. That someone who your going to turn to when you need an understanding hug or someone who you can talk to without being judged or afraid of getting grounded. That was my dad for me. But not in the way you think. I couldn’t turn to him because he wasn’t there. My mom and my sister are extremely closed. They think the same, they act the same, so I’ve always felt alone. I’ve always had an amazing family and great friends who support me through everything. But even though having so many people in my life, I’ve always felt different.

My dad is a fighter. He was born in a small city where people didn’t have food to eat and water to drink. He had a rough childhood. One day though, he decided he wanted more to his life, so he fought. After years of hard work, he was able to become one of the greatest soccer player that Brazil has ever had. When I was born, he was in the middle of his career. So when I was growing up he was never around. I’m proud of who he is and how he got there, but as any child I just wanted  a dad. My father is a cold person, he doesn’t show feelings or emotions, he’s straight up about everything in life. It’s either right or wrong, there’s no in between. He wasn’t born with love. His family didn’t care about him at all. So I’ve always wandered how can someone be so cold and rude so  I came up with a theory, “ How can someone express love if it wasn’t born with It, or has never felt it at all?”.

I can’t say I never had a dad in my life. My uncle is like a dad to me. He treats me like his own daughter when my own father couldn’t. Its not like he wasn’t in my life at all. We had good times. He used to take me every year to the movies to see the new harry potter movie that came out. I guess that was the only real bonding I had with him, which is okay because after awhile I was able to understand who he is. Every person has a different way of expressing love, he expressed his in his own weird way.

I’m lucky to have such a great family. There’s hard times where I just want my dad to tell me that I’m his little princess,  but most of all I’m grateful that I have a dad out there in the first place. I’ve learned that love can be expressed in  different many ways. It doesn’t have to be someone reminding you every day of that, it can be  one act, once in a life time  and that is more enough.

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